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=Symptoms List=
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(originally written in 2014, I'll need to update it, and create pages explaining each item.)
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*Muscular Convulsions
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**full body muscle convulsions(Since Oct 2001)
 +
***"muscles tight as physically possible"
 +
***extremely painful
 +
***hands in fists, arms clenched across chest
 +
***convulsing inward to fetal position
 +
***bending backwards - occasionally bending off the ground like a bridge,
 +
**Localized Spams
 +
***right arm spasms at the elbow joint (since 2006)
 +
***eventually locks the arm up with fist clenched
 +
***spinal spasms (since 2007)
 +
***neck spasms and twitches and twists in a counter clockwise manor
 +
***mid-low back left muscle spasms, and tensioning
 +
***standing in one place for a bit can cause spasms
 +
***leg spasms (since 2011)
 +
****upper front left leg muscle tightens, spreading to rest of left leg, then to right leg
 +
****leg weakness
 +
****left most toes curling followed by ankle bending inward (since 2002)
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*Stiffness
 +
**difficulty walking
 +
**slow
 +
**stiff legs
 +
**stiff back
 +
**cane for support, balance, preventing myself from falling
 +
**body lock
 +
***arms, legs unable to move
 +
***not paralyzed
 +
***heaviness
 +
***tension
 +
*Triggers
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**Light (since 2006)
 +
***any single flash of unexpected or bright light
 +
***single blink of a red or green LED on parking meter
 +
***cell phone light
 +
**Sound (since 2012)
 +
***grinding
 +
***high frequency
 +
**Stress (since 2001)
 +
***physical exertion
 +
***vomiting (since 1998)
 +
***emotional
 +
***heat
 +
***unexpected stimuli
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*Joint Pops
 +
**left knee, moderately painful (since Jan 2001, snowboarding accident)
 +
**right angle 3-axis, no pain (since 2002)
 +
**foot angled outward (since birth)
 +
**neck (since 199?)
 +
**several loud cracks while bending neck, severe painful
 +
**back, moderate to severe pain for a moment then subsides (since 199?)
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**elbows (since 2003)
 +
**while lifting myself out of a chair, loud cracks from both elbows, moderate pain for a moment then subsides
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**left toes, no pain (since 1994)
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**all fingers, moderate pain (since 1999)
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*Sleep difficulties (since 1986)
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**constantly exhausted
 +
**usually wake between 3 and 5 AM, for no apparent reason, and unable to return to sleep
 +
**often takes several hours to fall asleep
 +
**muscle tension
 +
**restlessness
 +
**cold sweats
 +
**over heating
 +
**stomach pain while sleeping on back and left side
 +
**overactive mind
 +
**dreams
 +
***rare (since 2008)
 +
***memorable
 +
***bizarre (book-shaped butterflies with shag carpet wings)
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*Anxiety
 +
**easily stressed
 +
**easily frustred
 +
**easily angered, but maintaining relative physical control
 +
**pacing
 +
**shaking fists in the air
 +
**growling to blow off steam
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**constantly thinking about stressful things, no matter how hard I try to think about things that aren't stressful, the stressful things return
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**health/Disability
 +
**trying to come up with ways to explain to Disability that I'm disabled, and what I'm going through
 +
**philosophy/religion/politics
 +
**angered at people for not actually acting as the beliefs they claim to follow teach
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**housemates
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*Social anxiety
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**fear of making phone calls
 +
**can take an hour or two to work up the energy to get out of the house, if at all
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**don't know what to say
 +
**saying something stupid and being ridiculed or made fun of for it
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**self-conscious
 +
**paranoid about what others are thinking
 +
**more concerned with offending someone than having fun
 +
**unable to relax
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*Preparing food
 +
**causes extreme frustration/anxiety
 +
**dislike of most foods
 +
**causes feelings of itchiness on head, or neck, or upper arms, or stomach
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*Depression
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**not being able to physically do the things I once could, or would like to do
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**bike riding
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**running
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**dancing
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**walking
 +
**hiking
 +
**going out to eat
 +
**visions of killing myself
 +
**asked to no longer attend church
 +
**purposefully (so as to not endanger other people) crashed my car into freeway guardrail while screaming in tears
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*School
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*Northern California to Wisconsin
 +
**moved to new school just before the end of 6th grade
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**small school
 +
**embarrassed myself at school dance
 +
**unable to do homework due to crying
 +
**made fun of
 +
**urinated on
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**beat up
 +
**shoved into lockers
 +
**few friends
 +
**when Columbine happened, the other students began treating me with more respect, stating that they thought I would do something similar, I reassured I wouldn't
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**not understanding how to study
 +
**almost never studied for a test
 +
**almost never did reading assignments
 +
**difficulty focusing on words
 +
**not comprehending without multiple repitition
 +
**easier to read something upside down, backwards and without spaces than normal, sometimes
 +
**I could do most math problems in my head, even complicated ones, but when asked to show the work, I couldn't comprehend the steps
 +
*Parental relationship
 +
**felt as a disappointment
 +
**my inability to function without supervision caused frustration
 +
**the things I enjoyed were unacceptable (sci-fi, fantasy, anything "nerdy")
 +
**told to "Grow up," "Get over it," "You have it pretty good, Buster."
 +
**only verbal arguments
 +
**often left in tears after conversation that started peaceably
 +
**peace always made afterwards
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*ADD
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**Diagnosed in 1992
 +
**Not ADHD
 +
**routine is impossible
 +
**pills
 +
**exercise
 +
**journal keeping
 +
**day-to-day work related routines
 +
**personal hygiene
 +
**short attention span
 +
**eyes constantly moving while reading or trying to focus on a task requiring thought
 +
**unable to focus on one specific part of something at a time, jump around across large areas of a topic
 +
**multitasking is easier to understand than a single task
 +
**but either way, things don't end up accomplished, multitasking just allows for more things to be unaccomplished
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**picking up where I left off the day before is extremely difficult, and can become impossible, leading to my body freezing or shutting down, as well as my mind
 +
**fidgety
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*OCD
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**pealing off dead skin on fingers, in addition to typical nail-biting
 +
**Kitchen and bathroom must be clean
 +
**toilet lid down
 +
**things must be done in a logical manor, for a logical reason
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*Heart
 +
**often heavy pounding with no apparent cause
 +
*Lungs
 +
**labored breathing
 +
**shortness of breath
 +
**forgetting to breath while doing other things which require concentration
 +
**large capacity for my slender build (commented by xray techs for many years)
 +
**wind instruments through high school
 +
*Ears
 +
**ringing
 +
**waxy
 +
**itchy
 +
**left ear difficult to hear
 +
**q-tip cleaning caused bloody ear for several hours, in 2002
 +
*Itchiness
 +
**ears, often
 +
**sides of head, often
 +
**neck
 +
**arms
 +
**right outer heal
 +
**bottoms of feet
 +
**back
 +
**stomach
 +
*Social
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**awkward
 +
**"can't tell a joke to save my life"
 +
**don't understand social situations
 +
**don't know what to say
 +
**quiet
 +
**excessive eye contact when not in conversation
 +
**called "creepy" by peers (since 1994)
 +
**difficulty considering others
 +
**empathetic
 +
**argumentative
 +
**stuborn
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**mistaken cross-gender friendships as romantic interest, and become awkwardly obsessed
 +
**aggressive (before 1994)
 +
**learned to control aggression, became passive and submissive
 +
**withdrawn
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*Internal Monologue
 +
**anger towards people I feel have wronged me
 +
**family
 +
**doctors
 +
**friends
 +
*non-friend peers
 +
**teachers
 +
**church leadership
 +
**vision of suicide
 +
***hanging
 +
****causes panic attack from unexpectedly seeing an image of a hanging
 +
****image of mom seeing me hung, and her crying scream
 +
***crashing the car
 +
****off a cliff
 +
****into the guard rail
 +
***sometimes have to fight with myself to not do so
 +
***yelling at myself
 +
***crying
 +
***knife in the chest
 +
***have acted out stabbing self, without object
 +
***Junior high came very close to slicing wrists
 +
***desire to have a clone, kill the clone, then become invisible and watch everyone realize they were treating me badly
 +
**religious and philosophical discussions and arguments with myself as other people
 +
***treatment of poor
 +
***treatment of gays
 +
**Jesus supporting a form of communism and socialism
 +
***anti-capitalist
 +
***against modern pharisee-like people
 +
***Love for all
 +
***non-judgement
 +
**scientific
 +
***electro-magnet motor design
 +
***alternative power generation

Revision as of 18:32, 20 January 2023

Symptoms List

(originally written in 2014, I'll need to update it, and create pages explaining each item.)

  • Muscular Convulsions
    • full body muscle convulsions(Since Oct 2001)
      • "muscles tight as physically possible"
      • extremely painful
      • hands in fists, arms clenched across chest
      • convulsing inward to fetal position
      • bending backwards - occasionally bending off the ground like a bridge,
    • Localized Spams
      • right arm spasms at the elbow joint (since 2006)
      • eventually locks the arm up with fist clenched
      • spinal spasms (since 2007)
      • neck spasms and twitches and twists in a counter clockwise manor
      • mid-low back left muscle spasms, and tensioning
      • standing in one place for a bit can cause spasms
      • leg spasms (since 2011)
        • upper front left leg muscle tightens, spreading to rest of left leg, then to right leg
        • leg weakness
        • left most toes curling followed by ankle bending inward (since 2002)
  • Stiffness
    • difficulty walking
    • slow
    • stiff legs
    • stiff back
    • cane for support, balance, preventing myself from falling
    • body lock
      • arms, legs unable to move
      • not paralyzed
      • heaviness
      • tension
  • Triggers
    • Light (since 2006)
      • any single flash of unexpected or bright light
      • single blink of a red or green LED on parking meter
      • cell phone light
    • Sound (since 2012)
      • grinding
      • high frequency
    • Stress (since 2001)
      • physical exertion
      • vomiting (since 1998)
      • emotional
      • heat
      • unexpected stimuli
  • Joint Pops
    • left knee, moderately painful (since Jan 2001, snowboarding accident)
    • right angle 3-axis, no pain (since 2002)
    • foot angled outward (since birth)
    • neck (since 199?)
    • several loud cracks while bending neck, severe painful
    • back, moderate to severe pain for a moment then subsides (since 199?)
    • elbows (since 2003)
    • while lifting myself out of a chair, loud cracks from both elbows, moderate pain for a moment then subsides
    • left toes, no pain (since 1994)
    • all fingers, moderate pain (since 1999)
  • Sleep difficulties (since 1986)
    • constantly exhausted
    • usually wake between 3 and 5 AM, for no apparent reason, and unable to return to sleep
    • often takes several hours to fall asleep
    • muscle tension
    • restlessness
    • cold sweats
    • over heating
    • stomach pain while sleeping on back and left side
    • overactive mind
    • dreams
      • rare (since 2008)
      • memorable
      • bizarre (book-shaped butterflies with shag carpet wings)
  • Anxiety
    • easily stressed
    • easily frustred
    • easily angered, but maintaining relative physical control
    • pacing
    • shaking fists in the air
    • growling to blow off steam
    • constantly thinking about stressful things, no matter how hard I try to think about things that aren't stressful, the stressful things return
    • health/Disability
    • trying to come up with ways to explain to Disability that I'm disabled, and what I'm going through
    • philosophy/religion/politics
    • angered at people for not actually acting as the beliefs they claim to follow teach
    • housemates
  • Social anxiety
    • fear of making phone calls
    • can take an hour or two to work up the energy to get out of the house, if at all
    • don't know what to say
    • saying something stupid and being ridiculed or made fun of for it
    • self-conscious
    • paranoid about what others are thinking
    • more concerned with offending someone than having fun
    • unable to relax
  • Preparing food
    • causes extreme frustration/anxiety
    • dislike of most foods
    • causes feelings of itchiness on head, or neck, or upper arms, or stomach
  • Depression
    • not being able to physically do the things I once could, or would like to do
    • bike riding
    • running
    • dancing
    • walking
    • hiking
    • going out to eat
    • visions of killing myself
    • asked to no longer attend church
    • purposefully (so as to not endanger other people) crashed my car into freeway guardrail while screaming in tears
  • School
  • Northern California to Wisconsin
    • moved to new school just before the end of 6th grade
    • small school
    • embarrassed myself at school dance
    • unable to do homework due to crying
    • made fun of
    • urinated on
    • beat up
    • shoved into lockers
    • few friends
    • when Columbine happened, the other students began treating me with more respect, stating that they thought I would do something similar, I reassured I wouldn't
    • not understanding how to study
    • almost never studied for a test
    • almost never did reading assignments
    • difficulty focusing on words
    • not comprehending without multiple repitition
    • easier to read something upside down, backwards and without spaces than normal, sometimes
    • I could do most math problems in my head, even complicated ones, but when asked to show the work, I couldn't comprehend the steps
  • Parental relationship
    • felt as a disappointment
    • my inability to function without supervision caused frustration
    • the things I enjoyed were unacceptable (sci-fi, fantasy, anything "nerdy")
    • told to "Grow up," "Get over it," "You have it pretty good, Buster."
    • only verbal arguments
    • often left in tears after conversation that started peaceably
    • peace always made afterwards
  • ADD
    • Diagnosed in 1992
    • Not ADHD
    • routine is impossible
    • pills
    • exercise
    • journal keeping
    • day-to-day work related routines
    • personal hygiene
    • short attention span
    • eyes constantly moving while reading or trying to focus on a task requiring thought
    • unable to focus on one specific part of something at a time, jump around across large areas of a topic
    • multitasking is easier to understand than a single task
    • but either way, things don't end up accomplished, multitasking just allows for more things to be unaccomplished
    • picking up where I left off the day before is extremely difficult, and can become impossible, leading to my body freezing or shutting down, as well as my mind
    • fidgety
  • OCD
    • pealing off dead skin on fingers, in addition to typical nail-biting
    • Kitchen and bathroom must be clean
    • toilet lid down
    • things must be done in a logical manor, for a logical reason
  • Heart
    • often heavy pounding with no apparent cause
  • Lungs
    • labored breathing
    • shortness of breath
    • forgetting to breath while doing other things which require concentration
    • large capacity for my slender build (commented by xray techs for many years)
    • wind instruments through high school
  • Ears
    • ringing
    • waxy
    • itchy
    • left ear difficult to hear
    • q-tip cleaning caused bloody ear for several hours, in 2002
  • Itchiness
    • ears, often
    • sides of head, often
    • neck
    • arms
    • right outer heal
    • bottoms of feet
    • back
    • stomach
  • Social
    • awkward
    • "can't tell a joke to save my life"
    • don't understand social situations
    • don't know what to say
    • quiet
    • excessive eye contact when not in conversation
    • called "creepy" by peers (since 1994)
    • difficulty considering others
    • empathetic
    • argumentative
    • stuborn
    • mistaken cross-gender friendships as romantic interest, and become awkwardly obsessed
    • aggressive (before 1994)
    • learned to control aggression, became passive and submissive
    • withdrawn
  • Internal Monologue
    • anger towards people I feel have wronged me
    • family
    • doctors
    • friends
  • non-friend peers
    • teachers
    • church leadership
    • vision of suicide
      • hanging
        • causes panic attack from unexpectedly seeing an image of a hanging
        • image of mom seeing me hung, and her crying scream
      • crashing the car
        • off a cliff
        • into the guard rail
      • sometimes have to fight with myself to not do so
      • yelling at myself
      • crying
      • knife in the chest
      • have acted out stabbing self, without object
      • Junior high came very close to slicing wrists
      • desire to have a clone, kill the clone, then become invisible and watch everyone realize they were treating me badly
    • religious and philosophical discussions and arguments with myself as other people
      • treatment of poor
      • treatment of gays
    • Jesus supporting a form of communism and socialism
      • anti-capitalist
      • against modern pharisee-like people
      • Love for all
      • non-judgement
    • scientific
      • electro-magnet motor design
      • alternative power generation

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